Jealousy Unfounded
Jealousy reigns
like a stomach-ache,
bubbling
like oozing oil fountain,
disgusting,
ugly,
horrible to behold,
and so unnecessary,
I would suppose.
Green-eyed monster
bears red-eyed fiend
from evil depths
of my horrors,
and my nightmares.
No reason for this,
he is faithful,
I have no doubt.
No reason for this,
but for my lack
of self-esteem.
I trust him with my life,
I trust him with my heart,
I trust him
because I know he has done no wrong.
So why am I jealous?
Why does this monster,
this feeling of
pure ickyness
and self-loathing,
fill my being
from top to toe.
It isn't fair to him,
it isn't fair at all.
I must face this monster
and defeat it,
for it could destroy
that which I hold most dear.
Begone Fiend
from the depths of me!
Love will win,
because I say so.
Trust will win,
because lies fall flat.
We will win,
because I trust his truth.
But oh, how I am jealous...
unfounded
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Wedding bells are soon to ring. December 5th, 2009... that is, if we can find a new reception venue, our original one was closed due to an evil landlord. >:( Not nice. But it is true, after four years engaged, and six years together, Angel and I are finally getting married!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so excited, I can barely breathe! lol
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Sorry, I've been away for so long, I've been so busy with everything else, that I've totally forgotten about how writing calms me. I need this outlet, this escape from the world, so that I can find me again. Love to all of you. I promise to be visiting all of your sites soon to catch up. Sister Beck, I have missed you so much, I pray all is well wth you! <3
See you all (or at the very least, your profiles) soon!
--Ravenna
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